Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Monday, November 15, 2010
TheBuckle.wav.mp3
My -a song a day- started yesterday with this little diddy.
Isolated
dreamer
Stuck in a world
devoid of this reality
Sucked into the dimension of justice
Seeking the secreted coldness
of a murders view
Such intensity
found in the silent
Consuming the blinking of an eye
a breath off center
These hands do not under stock vivid expressions
A knife in each eye
so you fancy yourself a pragmatic
gift those senses my way
like a sin wrapped in gold
your ways entice me
so subversive
but so wonderful
like a warmth to steal my soul
Your world trapped in this so called isolation
you seem so at the ready
but you fail to run
Where is the selfish conquest
Soooooooo ghastly
soooooooo beautiful
these butterflies will not go away
its the pull of your gravity
circles me round
a moth to a flame
open the door for this withered beast
ooooooooo your face
ooooooooo your questioning looks even give me the chills
Can I be the one to dream in your isolation
Can I be the light to your vacuum
Burning brightly in the cold
I know you are in there aching to see how the times have changed
The words you speak
damage the pestilent
To fall into this lust
begs to render this complete house to shatters of glass
How can you love what has no flame
How can you find craving in the nightmare
Your ways disturb my eternity
My hate cleans up this world
Its time to grow.
RubberNeck.wav.mp3
Unsure if this song is going badmanJ lyrics or Ehkolite lyrics, so I wrote some of my own for now. We will see how it pans out.
Sit back and enjoy the collab work from this past weekend with Muzz, Mac, and me.
Sit back and enjoy the collab work from this past weekend with Muzz, Mac, and me.
touched aren't we all
by your tiresome hands
Over all the flesh and sweat
Your need to taste
Everything you see
Sitting alone dispossessed is your kin
noted that your ways are turning the loved
into orphans of sexual thrashing
Your fire is spreading
like a disease
The ones you care about taking a back seat
Your hands spreading the fantasies
wide open
in your head
Pull your self together man
You're all over the place
Your focus is far from what you are living
You had those times
its over and done
but you're locked into disaster
One life is not enough to live
the way you are cutting up
into bits
the people around you
Indulge no more
Or risk
even more the love
even more the pain
and even more the monster inside you
coming to an even uglier head
These words are lost in hopeless space
inside the man is unchallenged
and the victims still live
very much aware
very much ashamed
To your personal hell
let your feet lead you
and bring the orbitals along
sing this all the way home
Drape yourself in the scents of the women you'll never love
consume more poison and quench more thirsts
close eyed and undisturbed
these paths all point home
home to your hell
self devised
self contained
another piece of wood for the fire
quietly we will watch
for the nitroglycerin
cannot be moved
LightAtTheEndOfItAll.wav.mp3
This song is wildly unfinished, but as per the name of this site, it is just for unfinished fun! I love this song!
I have never seen
The light in it all
always there is something
occluding the brilliance
this best stance
left laying on the ground
so far from the light
rooting
shouldering the glimmering seasons
awakened for a prayer
off these lip
claiming the reward for himself
Save us all will you?
what gives you the right
what gives me the right
Climbing back into the dirt
your clothes are glowing
I cannot stand
the light at the end of it all
leaving me shouting inside
reticent to allow intrusion
I cannot bleed for this atrocity
I am a vessel of an entity
that breathes for your life
I am choking it to bits
I hate the world it lives in
Cannot see past its own skin
I'm a deficit of rewards
Your life reflect a failure
when applied to this carriage
I do not deserve this
I do not deserve this
I do not deserve this
I cannot find the will
to keep on this path
To keep on this path
To keep on this path
forever
Your glory
your friendship
I resigned
I am a barren wasteland
to this foreign soil
I once called home
Come claim me if you dare
I am not sure I am prepared
I am not sure I am prepared
to give it all up for you
I m digging down
And rooting inside myself
Where is our life together
I'm way down in a bottle
and I'm seeing no end to this rift
PLeeeeeeeeeease just another sip
pleeeease just save me
I cannot beg you anymore
in languages I cannot use
in the format I don't understand
these words have lost all meaning
Crushed
under foot
Saved by the words long lost
remembered by the rotten and followed by the same
I'm in rags in this plane
and I'm sitting in filth
I never thought to cling to
I need you now
I need you now
and I keep finding nothing clutched in my hands
you're not even disappearing
you've just never been
but have you
but have you
but have you
but have you been there
but have you
but have you
but have you been there...
NoOneAtTheYourDoor_mixdownV8.mp3
An Updated Version of No One At Your Door. We are working on some visual aids to go along with this song. BadmanJ got his rap on for the end of the song. Enjoy it!
(Mixdown reveals a +7 dbs on BadmanJs vocals. Whoops)
Monday, November 1, 2010
NoOneAtTheYourDoor_mixdownV5.mp3
Hey guys! And Gals! After being in the studio for most of the month trying to put on a live show with limited resources we are back to the starting point! And clearly screaming out of the gate with a few really fun songs!
This is the first of a few we are working on. This is a rough draft of a new song called: No one at Your Door. The badman has not yet gotten all of his words on the song, mostly due to my broken vocal cords the past few days. But I think the structure is pretty much complete. There may be slight changes later, but what Ehk'olite/Following Satellites song have I not changed slightly (or over eagerly) from the original.
We are still trying to find a good way to get HTML5 players made up. I know those on iPhones are having a few issues with our flash based players so we are working on it. Additionally we are working with the FollowingSatellites.com site.
The element of clean is what we are working for and I think we established that. However with a brand new unpackaged version of Dreamweaver from my archives that I thought lost; We can have HTML functionality in a WYSIWYG format again.
Here are the lyrics:
Delicate and complicated
this system of intricate parts
wired together and winding
down the steps into the traffic
the sidewalk glistens with the sweat on the
brows
nodding heads
systematically digest the wreckage
In nightmares
and in homes
across the circuitry
these games played on the
faces of children
like the words across a book
these lives run parallel to each other
distorted as the eyes shift perception
There's no one at your door tonight
You sit awash in the vaporous light in the
shadows
Unconsumed by the system of satisfaction
Just another town
just another boat on the horizon
Simplistic once again
destructive and soothing
energy spent to gather the memories
human in its finest suit
today is not the day they wished
by the hands of the living
these days no one wishes
so desired
So feared
Can you please excuse the paper doll clothing
like a drag queen facing the sun
Held in gods arms
burying the hatchet with 80 proof cylinders
The shine on your face could use a dash of
powder
Seemingly so proud
Ill never be in your shoes
To see the world as you do
characteristic of you to show such passion
In suffering
we learn that the real pace cannot be measured
by our own hands
Time scatters sands to the screaming air
Lost and unraveling in the skylines
Confusing the short sighted
Envisioning the plots revered
ever softly found in the eyes of these lives
Captivated by this lecture
My life for hers
You whittle away at my tension
Dreaming so lost in this turmoil
You do not know the collapse
A vacuum of condensing pain
no understanding for a life lost
only my selfish confusion
Is this the defeat I am poised for
How can you bleed me to make up for her
Ive pushed the envelope some more
Tensing at the sound of her name
as such a man could fail this way
I claim the wreckage as mine
Ill take it all with me
Or Ill give it to you
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Insolvent.mp3
Insolvent masters of misery
called in like a favor to the blind
"see me"
For the love of god
can we please just shine this spot light
on the seas of innocents
innocents?
can we bring out the dead
Trolleys full of half breathing
lacerated
half burned shrapnel laden
souls in the great green lawn
lush and wonderful
nothing like the swamp in the hearts
of the high eyed boiling rooms
Insolvent toleration stemmed with glass
flowing flowing over the hands of the weary
great theories of the dissent
gratitude fallen on jealous mouths
Time spent wondering at the walls
fingers grown heavy with tattered flesh at the ends
boney lines drawn in the ivy
gestures on glass once more
still there is nothing in spot light
but the vacancy remembered by your heavy weight
Insolvent are these mentions of your name
The gravely pills of your presence
taking me one step backwards again
driving me ever further into the shade
clean up the vanity so I can escape
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