NorthBySundown_mixdown.mp3

increasing with every step
Im enjoying the wind
rattling the teeth in my head
This walk unnerves me in the way
sanitation occludes the virus
the passon of the work

suck me in!
Pull me down
bathe me in the light of the nation
turn me into the following

Never a moment of discrace
a withering chill of the
trees falling leaves
but the seemingly unending support

ill want to know this
in a biblical way
calling from the heavens I am home

all these barriacade keep slowing me down
im pushing and pushing and finding Im trapped
other than a door opening from the other side
I cannot see this as a possiblity
but your hand will guide me in
guide me in
guide me in


Outside the fence
watching the world drift on beyond me
alight on the horizon
keeps my heart beating
its the sky
beating with a drum of color
vapor setting fire to the darkness

The closing
down
of history
when I am done
you are lost
You will have wanted me
you could have owned me
I gave my heart to you in all my ways
but you turned your back
favoring the paper work
im on my way home

another one to add to the list of fallen souls
this chilling air only freezes now
but ill cut the stars apart
and shine the light down on you this time
to grill the favor from you
and set my back straight against the walls

tempting isnt it to have such a thought
to hold in your hands something so delicate
but suseptiable to the whims of the world
Im holding my skills
and they are rotting in my clenching hands
I cannot control the destruction
of the things I love
but you hold the key
to support
to cherish
to free me from holding these coals
hold my ashes for me

GallantTheseBeasts_mixdown.mp3

Here is the Nine Minute biggie!



grown in a lab and trained within the wall of mad men
always under estimated by each other
never pitted against the brotherhood
each striving for perfection

the blood boils in the heart
seeking a respite from this intensity
driving the souls
gallant are these beasts
stung in the heart with passion
the swelling

the heads upright

description of a warrior
behind the cold eyes of invisiable creation
delighted in the mystery of the subjigation
cold crumbling vainty falls from the sides of the skin

nothing worth fighting
collapse in a heap under the sun
betraying the amount of work pit before them
palliant metaphore for the pillar of animal
seething with raw power

unindulgant any longer
nothing inside but creation for lack of words
blazing destruction awaits the awakener of the sleeper
the beast lay in the wasteland
in plain view
no one can see the gafferty sight

A wreckage consealed within a masterpiece


the cogs turning and wheels spinning
the wash of chemicals in the tight space
burn away at the energy
resting but always seeking
burning red eyes taking in the vision
of wasted time

flowing like a rush of water out from the source
like the gush of blood from the neck of the slain
delirious the men around the machine run

run run run run
run for nothing
nothing that lasts

fleeting consumption
endless
all endless waste where the beast sleeps

DigginOnYouV2_mixdown.mp3

UnderHotCinders_mixdown.mp3

indispensable

changing

delicate fundamentalist

channeling

the profits of a god

the ever facing west ward

watching the sun set

gentle with the breeze

so thoughtless at the sense of peace

immense with a single mind

hive or single

dignified in its own way

such a passion

collect your shells from the ground

the dilitant substance

causes your violent feet to stay mired

like a cinder

frozen in place

starting the engines of the war games

nary a lost soul to the thresher

indispensable

changing

delicate fundamentalist

channeling

the profits of a god

the ever facing west ward

watching the sun set

GrownInside_mixdown.mp3

on the floor
lies a bottle
cap stuck
body inside
floating

naked
lifeless
breathing in what is left
the container
breathing slowly

each movement is like a knife
a little more in the bone
the warmth
quickly extinguishing
this tool
manifesting in the recovery room
serves as a breath of fresh air
steel and plastic
cotton
the fabric of our lives
catching the blood
catching the life
catching a dream
catching a moment
catching a soft hand
catchign a thrill
catching a part of history

there is no more a thrill now
a flood of emotions in the passionate throws
clutching the bed
hopes glimmering
with a tear in the eye
agnoy with that taste of sweat
left in the vase of life
vassel of life

mindful
never
of the tranformation
started like a super nova

we begin
we all begin
in the same dark room
later to be met with bright lights
the cold chrome
ceiling
is our imprint

not for you

not for you

your mother is a steel claw
your heart beats in a breast not your own

no one cries for you
no one cries for you

Covered in the gore of your soul
trashed and gravel
parts severed and torn to shreds
a bright light is awash on your skin
what parts are left
saved
welcome to your new home
a tube in a closet
injected with plastic

Ill pass by on my way through
nod at what was
what could have been
ill walk away
you dont exist
like the tones of your skin
you do not exist

DeadlyNightshade_mixdown.mp3

antonymous with these terms

adventure

but disgusting revelation

turned the tides to the other side

dissolving and ingested

leaking this disease

envied by the familiar

consumed by the desires

lost without the melancholy

overwhelming the senses

I'm in love with the substance

so baseless knowing the world

so loved by the groups

in charge of the destiny

many do not get offered

crushed by the oppressors

governed by the rotten

filth in the mouths

garbage in the mind

rape and kill

the many very secreted fragile souls

hidden inside those faces

overlooked by the chided

living only what they can

can we hold responsible

the men behind the man

(Injest

inject

consume

consume

dispell

dispell

ignore

ignore

ignore)

losing the war in the minds

take from the garbage what we would never touch

if we only knew the consequences

and the origins

we are consuming

the ashes of the young

bodies of the wasted

lives

we are the world

we are the man

We are the losing battle

DigginOnYou_mixdown.mp3

Another BadmanJ Song where I have no lyrics to post here. Sorry guys!