Friday, November 19, 2010

SomethingLikeAPassion_mixdown.mp3

Hey now, I got it done under the wire tonight, but I did not post it in time, so this looks like it was done today, but it was actually Thursday when it was finished. So I still win... so far... Been wildly busy living a real human life, which is odd, but I am still able to get this music out to test me. As per usual!

A few seconds of silence on this one as well, be aware so you do not crank your headphones and kill your hearing with the initial blast of music.

Enjoy!!!














it starts with a small note
here and there
a dab of color
just something
to bring more life into this world

A creation
all but a babe
every time

indulge these alien moments
revel in the privacy of the shadows

I beg
just beg
another more breath

I need more time to bring this to its own
just as a breeze for the machines
ill approach it
cold as ice

But every moment breathing fire

Any more pushing and these dams will break
leveling any progress

One step
One step
I say circling
I mean swallowing

Its all in the wrist
shuttling back and forth
something to end this
feeling less than forgotten

Dying for the art
Patience for the endless
circling circling

ill be there with you as the music changes
every drop another in the well

This standing pool of water
needs a brick
choose it wisely

Bring it whiskey

pour this over again
until it is all leached out
leech it out
leech it out
leech it out


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

RottenLikePlacenta_mixdown.mp3

Horrible name, wonderful song. I loved making this one. Song four for day four.


(mind the first 8 seconds of silence, it'll get you.)









hold me in your hands
your sweet salve from the golden light
hold me high in the eye sight
just once more

with this ill lay on the grass bedding
the dew from the morning
sticking my shirt to my skin

or is that the eyes
dripping down to my cheeks
grieving over the sandy hairs
of a lover that could have been

caught up in the looks of the idols
self indulgent chaos
swift cleaving of the generals
down by the hatchet

warfare of the blind chasing the blind
chasing the blind

half a face in the sun
beaming down on the wretched
glimmering that eye sparkling hope
cast down like hail from a Nebraska storm
all this mystery for a hope gone

breezy in the distance is your own shoulder
caught left laying in the road

take it back
take it back
its your own life
once in a great while
turn and face me with something more
than a solemn look

your words fall so superficial
onto the ears of the hopeful

it is enough for them
it is enough for them

is it enough for them
is it enough for them

is it enough for them
is it enough for them

is it enough for them
is it enough for them

is it enough for them
is it enough for them

Cant be any more a loner
you misunderstand your objectives

InWithMovementFour.wav.mp3







Monday, November 15, 2010

TheBuckle.wav.mp3

My -a song a day- started yesterday with this little diddy.










Isolated
dreamer
Stuck in a world
devoid of this reality

Sucked into the dimension of justice

Seeking the secreted coldness
of a murders view

Such intensity
found in the silent

Consuming the blinking of an eye
a breath off center

These hands do not under stock vivid expressions
A knife in each eye

so you fancy yourself a pragmatic
gift those senses my way

like a sin wrapped in gold
your ways entice me
so subversive
but so wonderful
like a warmth to steal my soul

Your world trapped in this so called isolation
you seem so at the ready
but you fail to run

Where is the selfish conquest



Soooooooo ghastly
soooooooo beautiful
these butterflies will not go away
its the pull of your gravity
circles me round
a moth to a flame
open the door for this withered beast

ooooooooo your face

ooooooooo your questioning looks even give me the chills

Can I be the one to dream in your isolation
Can I be the light to your vacuum

Burning brightly in the cold
I know you are in there aching to see how the times have changed

The words you speak
damage the pestilent
To fall into this lust
begs to render this complete house to shatters of glass

How can you love what has no flame
How can you find craving in the nightmare
Your ways disturb my eternity
My hate cleans up this world
Its time to grow.

RubberNeck.wav.mp3

Unsure if this song is going badmanJ lyrics or Ehkolite lyrics, so I wrote some of my own for now. We will see how it pans out.

Sit back and enjoy the collab work from this past weekend with Muzz, Mac, and me.










touched aren't we all
by your tiresome hands
Over all the flesh and sweat
Your need to taste
Everything you see

Sitting alone dispossessed is your kin
noted that your ways are turning the loved
into orphans of sexual thrashing

Your fire is spreading
like a disease
The ones you care about taking a back seat
Your hands spreading the fantasies

wide open
in your head

Pull your self together man
You're all over the place
Your focus is far from what you are living
You had those times
its over and done
but you're locked into disaster

One life is not enough to live
the way you are cutting up
into bits
the people around you

Indulge no more
Or risk
even more the love
even more the pain
and even more the monster inside you
coming to an even uglier head

These words are lost in hopeless space
inside the man is unchallenged
and the victims still live

very much aware
very much ashamed

To your personal hell
let your feet lead you
and bring the orbitals along

sing this all the way home
Drape yourself in the scents of the women you'll never love
consume more poison and quench more thirsts
close eyed and undisturbed

these paths all point home
home to your hell

self devised
self contained
another piece of wood for the fire

quietly we will watch
for the nitroglycerin
cannot be moved

LightAtTheEndOfItAll.wav.mp3

This song is wildly unfinished, but as per the name of this site, it is just for unfinished fun! I love this song!











I have never seen

The light in it all

always there is something
occluding the brilliance

this best stance
left laying on the ground
so far from the light

rooting
shouldering the glimmering seasons
awakened for a prayer
off these lip

claiming the reward for himself
Save us all will you?
what gives you the right
what gives me the right

Climbing back into the dirt
your clothes are glowing
I cannot stand
the light at the end of it all

leaving me shouting inside
reticent to allow intrusion

I cannot bleed for this atrocity
I am a vessel of an entity
that breathes for your life
I am choking it to bits
I hate the world it lives in
Cannot see past its own skin

I'm a deficit of rewards
Your life reflect a failure
when applied to this carriage


I do not deserve this
I do not deserve this
I do not deserve this
I cannot find the will
to keep on this path
To keep on this path
To keep on this path
forever

Your glory
your friendship

I resigned

I am a barren wasteland
to this foreign soil
I once called home

Come claim me if you dare
I am not sure I am prepared
I am not sure I am prepared
to give it all up for you
I m digging down
And rooting inside myself

Where is our life together

I'm way down in a bottle
and I'm seeing no end to this rift

PLeeeeeeeeeease just another sip
pleeeease just save me
I cannot beg you anymore
in languages I cannot use
in the format I don't understand
these words have lost all meaning

Crushed
under foot
Saved by the words long lost
remembered by the rotten and followed by the same

I'm in rags in this plane
and I'm sitting in filth
I never thought to cling to

I need you now
I need you now
and I keep finding nothing clutched in my hands
you're not even disappearing
you've just never been

but have you
but have you
but have you
but have you been there
but have you
but have you
but have you been there...


NoOneAtTheYourDoor_mixdownV8.mp3

An Updated Version of No One At Your Door. We are working on some visual aids to go along with this song. BadmanJ got his rap on for the end of the song. Enjoy it!

(Mixdown reveals a +7 dbs on BadmanJs vocals. Whoops)












Monday, November 1, 2010

NoOneAtTheYourDoor_mixdownV5.mp3









Hey guys! And Gals! After being in the studio for most of the month trying to put on a live show with limited resources we are back to the starting point! And clearly screaming out of the gate with a few really fun songs!

This is the first of a few we are working on. This is a rough draft of a new song called: No one at Your Door. The badman has not yet gotten all of his words on the song, mostly due to my broken vocal cords the past few days. But I think the structure is pretty much complete. There may be slight changes later, but what Ehk'olite/Following Satellites song have I not changed slightly (or over eagerly) from the original.

We are still trying to find a good way to get HTML5 players made up. I know those on iPhones are having a few issues with our flash based players so we are working on it. Additionally we are working with the FollowingSatellites.com site.

The element of clean is what we are working for and I think we established that. However with a brand new unpackaged version of Dreamweaver from my archives that I thought lost; We can have HTML functionality in a WYSIWYG format again.

Here are the lyrics:

Delicate and complicated
this system of intricate parts
wired together and winding
down the steps into the traffic
the sidewalk glistens with the sweat on the

brows
nodding heads
systematically digest the wreckage

In nightmares
and in homes
across the circuitry
these games played on the
faces of children
like the words across a book
these lives run parallel to each other
distorted as the eyes shift perception


There's no one at your door tonight
You sit awash in the vaporous light in the

shadows
Unconsumed by the system of satisfaction
Just another town
just another boat on the horizon

Simplistic once again

destructive and soothing
energy spent to gather the memories

human in its finest suit
today is not the day they wished
by the hands of the living
these days no one wishes

so desired
So feared
Can you please excuse the paper doll clothing
like a drag queen facing the sun
Held in gods arms
burying the hatchet with 80 proof cylinders

The shine on your face could use a dash of

powder



Seemingly so proud
Ill never be in your shoes
To see the world as you do
characteristic of you to show such passion



In suffering
we learn that the real pace cannot be measured

by our own hands
Time scatters sands to the screaming air
Lost and unraveling in the skylines
Confusing the short sighted
Envisioning the plots revered
ever softly found in the eyes of these lives



Captivated by this lecture
My life for hers
You whittle away at my tension
Dreaming so lost in this turmoil



You do not know the collapse
A vacuum of condensing pain
no understanding for a life lost
only my selfish confusion



Is this the defeat I am poised for
How can you bleed me to make up for her



Ive pushed the envelope some more



Tensing at the sound of her name
as such a man could fail this way
I claim the wreckage as mine

Ill take it all with me
Or Ill give it to you