New Song: ToTheFutureOfFathers_mixdownFinished.mp3

So many words, I am not going to post the book of words tonight. Listen and enjoy.

OOOOOOH SHOOT!!!

Hi ya! I am terribly sorry about shorting you guys out on music recently! But if you have not already heard, we have a band now! The name of the band is Following Satellites! Come over and visit us on our new website! FollowingSatellites.com You might recognize a few songs.

Right now we have been working diligently as a band trying to get together all of us and crank out some good old fashioned hits in the form of songs.

I have not been over here in some time, but I am scratching together other songs in the mean time I will get on this site in a few days, but for the most part I have been really hard at work perfecting the other songs for the show we have.

That is right, a show! October 15th, 2010! At Gullifty's Underground. Come see us play. The whole gang will be there: The Ehkolite, BadmanJ, Muzz, BoneJob, and Jmac.

Rap, Rock, and a whole lot of red and white! Come out and get a button or sign up for a post card mailing list!

We will see you there!

SadArtInManagingPossessions_mixdownVocal.mp3

in a true way
we are all collectors
pulling the resources of the land
taking on the world
by way of designs
and packages
pushing our way through the crowd
to collect

its a dragging down of the loss
and a misery filled adventure
turned brown and shriveled
against the glass
against the bulbs

im a greedy war lord
for the unbridaled
allotment of things
passioned
divination
dispelling the art
controlled by your fathers
undistrubed on the edge of the bed
lays my wine glass
everything is tossing the collection
bedside

Climb in bed to clambor on to the hills
fun searching for that perfect
something
elegant and sequned
tie it down
force it up
a total loss
nothing but negative
but this collection grows
in the body of the mountains
take another one
take another one
take another one

In the dress
out of the dress
on the dresser
in the living room

He is watching each pedal taken
WE have all done so much worse
a second again
we lose the passion
but the rekindling of the warfare
brings everything back from darkness

in a true way
we are all collectors
pulling the resources of the land
tossed into our bag
no one set to distract
alone we are self destructors
use and consume
again against the glass

it is not always beauty that distracts
sometimes it is the mission
the conquest
to capture what we cannot have

Judgement and displicable filth
you gravity of torture
suck it all down
ill feed it to you
Youll feed on it
as the days pass
I am guilty as you
about it though, ill never laugh

NotMyAudienceV2_mixdown.mp3

Darkness is not the only form I take
when I stare at pictures of you
I have a sense of pride in the actions
A realization of the skin as a whole
Im not so shallow I do not allow
but the mannerisms I must reject

cannot help but screen my lenses
Im just a mess compared to the bright lights
and the lusting and cream from your lips
Im not the cut up type with the mean streak
But im thinking my time is better spent
alone in this dark room

im just a gun with a bullet
loaded and tensed
im never going off
empathy and sympathy are discarded functions
such a cold wire wrapped around my tongue
ill not mouth your words
its a life not worth living
follow me and be lost in ruin
diagnose me as a failure
take my drugs and slip away from here.

antogonists tell me to stop
leave me a crippled mess on the floor
im so lonely with our blood on my hands
im paralyzed in my bed
you mean nothing to this leacherous man
im disentigrating in the dusk light
continue to stare
please

im just a gun with a bullet
loaded and tensed
im never going off
empathy and sympathy are discarded functions
such a cold wire wrapped around my tongue
ill not mouth your words
its a life not worth living
follow me and be lost in ruin
diagnose me as a failure
take my drugs and slip away from here.


Your body is so beautiful
but I cannot be part of your love
every step you take away from me
leaves me slightly colder
but I know you are running towards me
to give your life away to me
my teeth are clenched
we do not need this anymore
than we need a bomb to light a fire

im just a gun with a bullet
loaded and tensed
im never going off
empathy and sympathy are discarded functions
such a cold wire wrapped around my tongue
ill not mouth your words
its a life not worth living
follow me and be lost in ruin
diagnose me as a failure
take my drugs and slip away from here.


im such a follower to my hands
creating like a mother
romanticized
fawn over me
and ill drift away
because this audience is not for me

SuddenlyJustAGodIsNotEnough_mixdown.mp3

numbers and women
gods and a sound
this blanket of surrounded noise
its the good fight to know Im healing
Im hoping these insides can hold
Im tensed up with a million fibers
all putting taught with the energy I had for you
Im empassioned by your ways
and my heart is sealed to you
Im having trouble finding the words
but I keep spilling them all over the page
for the dream it was to hold you in my arms
though in my present sight it was only harm
I gave you nothing you could keep with any perminance
Im the only one who took
Im just the responsible one for the madness

With my gun I took your life
with your hands I ignored your pleads
on my body like a razor
cutting my skin apart
taking my heart
and I kicked it thru your chest

Im a grand plan keeper of nothing
im a champion of the souless
i made these promises and I am keeping them
come hell
come high water
come tornadoes
im bound to you in flesh
and Im not turning my back on you
even as I walked away
my stomach coming up my mouth
your journey I could not continue
your life I was a shame tied rock
crushing and conintuing to demolish

my love was to run
my steps fall with shallow sounds
like a match against the box as I flee


i was no more than a tapeworm

ill told you I would toss myself into a fire for you
Im walking my way to the volcano
this life is not good enough for me
Im no god, and I am not able to love anymore than I did

Im being careful to mind my steps
but my time has passed
Im never divorced
im a man
with a heart beyond a word

ill stand alone
if I am not by you
and this is called a postpone
my emotions locked in a box
never love again
love has taken my heart
and I can never feel again.